Hey there, I know it's been a while since I've made a journal (not that you guys really care I'm sure), but I just sort of want to say where the state of things are in terms of this account and myself personally. I haven't been posting any art lately mostly because well, I don't have as many ideas or rather ambition to do much art anymore, mostly too because where i read somewhere that whatever you post on deviantart then belongs to deviant art and not yourself and they can use your art however they may wish, now, wither that's true or not I'm not to sure but feel free to correct me if I'm wrong. In terms of myself however, It's rather hard to explain. I've been having a bit of a rough patch the past few months, had someone who i knew very personally decide to cease all contact with me for reasons i still don't know why, tried to get in contact with them through many outlets only to be blocked on all of them and ultimately this has made me feel rather, well I want to say depressed to an extent but not entirely, but needless to say I'm not exactly the same. Having someone just decide to block you off without telling you the reason or giving you a chance to try and work things out really hurts. You know them so well and then that happens, I just don't really know how to go about things really now, it happened months ago but it still feels like it was yesterday, just having that regret tearing at you constantly that you could have prevented this or you could have done better just really gets to you after a while, and then you get to a point where you don't know what to do with your life anymore. But I mean, hopefully things will be okay... hopefully that is.
But anyway enough of my depressing rambling, I've just been going through some things lately and not having many friends to talk about it to doesn't help either, but nonetheless maybe I'll get back to doing art here, maybe I'll do some requests in the future. As of right now I'm not to sure what to do but hopefully I'll be ok.
Tl;dr: Art's been lacking, feeling like shit, might start arting again soon, possible requests in the future.
Anywho I hope you guys have a great day, if you actually took the time to read this thank you, it's great to know that you care!